B54
Public Record
Excerpt from novel: with Abandon

sometimes with You

i feel suffocated
to the point that i think
alonefulness would be best,
and that i am best alone.

but when i am Alone,
there is never a point in which
I am so fulfillfully content
as when waking up with my nose in Your mouth
and am holding down gagging
at the smell of Your morning breath;
my rancid Sweetheart.

Frida Bilson